Monday, May 10, 2010

blue blood blues




my new house is always cold and its been raining for the past few days. today was the first time i had seen warm sun in a while. i have this terrible cough and i don't know where it came from. i still don't have a job and im starting to get worried. being unemployed gives me too much time to sit and think about my life and my future, and that is never a good thing. i have 26 days till i have to quit smoking and 25 days until my 23rd birthday. its so cold in here. i have multiple sweaters on and im still freezing. i should make some tea and then smoke a cigarette. i want some wine but i dont want to leave my house even though its warmer outside then it is in here. i should go to the grocery store and get some fruit, i should make dinner for my boyfriend, i should go to the bank and get a loan, i should exercise, i should be more interesting.

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