Friday 1:04

tuesday

heaven

this is all i want in life.

he not busy being born is busy dying

blue blood blues

my new house is always cold and its been raining for the past few days. today was the first time i had seen warm sun in a while. i have this terrible cough and i don't know where it came from. i still don't have a job and im starting to get worried. being unemployed gives me too much time to sit and think about my life and my future, and that is never a good thing. i have 26 days till i have to quit smoking and 25 days until my 23rd birthday. its so cold in here. i have multiple sweaters on and im still freezing. i should make some tea and then smoke a cigarette. i want some wine but i dont want to leave my house even though its warmer outside then it is in here. i should go to the grocery store and get some fruit, i should make dinner for my boyfriend, i should go to the bank and get a loan, i should exercise, i should be more interesting.

listen to Jeff Beck...

....listen to it really fucking loud!!

on the inside